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Exam's week

Dinsdag 14 Mei 2013 • 21:11 • 0 comments

i don't know why i write this post. hahaha. should be nervous because of exam. yet i still have the mood to write on blog. today's exam is marketing. i hope i can do well on this paper. this paper is the exam that i worried most. not because it's difficult,but because the lecturer don't give good mark that easily. last semester final exam everyone got disastrous mark for this paper. 2nd semester which is this semester went very well. i was absent only a few days due to sickness. my mid term result was very satisfying.

something happened a few weeks ago. which is around 2 weeks ago. i did silly thing. that everyone would never imagined. i was really stressed out or something like that that i ate 50 pills(my sister said) of lithium,risperdal and lamictal. lithium is high dose whereas the rest low dose.my head was spinning and very light. i couldn't walk properly,couldn't sit. it was very severe that it considered lucky i managed to live/survive. i don't know why i did that. but one thing for sure, that time my mind was full of death and suicide. i don't know why it happened. everything went well. but all of sudden that happened. even my mom shocked and didn't predict it would happen.

okay~~~ live till today is truly a gift from God.
my wish. my small wish. don't know whether it can be true or not.
i want to get 4 for my GPA.
i will be truly happy if this really happens.
GOD, please grant my wish.
amen.
will end this post with these pictures.

mother's day gift.

how beautiful. glad that she like it.

goodluck for today's exam shirley! you can do it.

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